Penny for Your Thoughts

Wow! It’s been a long time. I don’t know if I’ll ever be very consistent in posting blogs. I’m not a very disciplined person. I do however blog in my head on a regular basis. These days all of my thoughts and experiences tend to go through the blog filter in my brain. I pay attention to details I wouldn’t have pre-blog. I analyze and reanalyze. I experiment with different ways to get my point across and edit it accordingly. Most of these mental blogs never make it to print obviously but I think it’s been beneficial for me to think them out.

Sometimes I wish I could just plug my brain in to the computer and transfer my thoughts. Can you imagine if such technology existed? I’m sure it’s quite impossible but let’s pretend it is a possibility. There would be potential for great good and great evil. Wouldn’t it be interesting to see what goes through the mind of babies? Then again, I’m sure teenager’s brains would be something to behold. Really any person of any age would be a fascinating subject. Imagine if you could explore your subconscious thoughts and have them in the writing. Mental health care would be a completely different ball game as would the criminal justice system. Torturing people for information would be a thing of the past so, Jack Bauer wouldn’t know what to do with himself . I’ve always wonders what goes through the head of the mentally challenged and those born with special needs. What goes through the minds of artists, musicians, rocket scientists, serial killers, addicts, athletes and moms? In what ways do people around the world think differently or alike? Could we learn to interpret the mindspeak of animals? How much do animals think, feel and communicate?

Of course the negative aspects may outweigh the positive ones. To have our thoughts exposed and vulnerable to judgment could be very damaging and even dangerous. There would be a serious potential for loss of privacy. Our darkest thoughts could be brought to light. Could we be prosecuted for threatening thoughts? What if companies started using this technology to “interview” potential employees or evaluate their current staff? We’ve all stuck our foot in our mouths or said things we wish we could take back. Thoughts can be wild, unruly, false and downright sinful. Retraining your thought process takes work and discipline. Yet despite my hard work in this area of my life, to replace false negative thinking with true positive thinking, I still have times when it feels like my thoughts are having me instead of me having my thoughts.

Of course when it comes down to it, there is someone who knows every thought that runs through our head. He knows them before we think them!! Despite knowing the depths of our wretchedness He loves us so much that He would leave His throne in heaven and come down to live as man. Despite the fact that He has never had so much as one sinful thought He was beaten, tortured, spit upon and murdered to pay for every sinful thought and sinful act of every person ever created. More unbearable than the physical pain was the wrath poured out from God the father for those sins and the separation Jesus felt from God the father at that time. I don’t need advanced technology to know that the weight of my sins alone must have been terrible. Of course He didn’t stay dead and defeated for long. If not for the resurrection of Christ there would be no forgiveness of sins.

Father, Thank You for hearing every horrible thought of every living being, yet loving us still. It is incomprehensible how truly amazing, powerful and loving you are. Thank You for the blood of Jesus which covers us and allows us to stand blameless before Your Holiness. Thank You God for Your incredible gift of grace and the mercy and compassion you have for sinners. Thank You for making a way for us to have a relationship with You and live with You in heaven for eternity. You have saved me and redeemed my life from the pit. I love you so much! Amen